| Sorry... for those who I've hurt. I can't say anything else now...cause I have no words left to speak.
I tried so hard to ask for forgiveness
But those who pushed me away
I hold no strong bitterness
Even though we're never going to be okay
What I did was wrong...I admit it's true
I feel so lost and hurt and I want to give in
Cause I feel like I'm nothing without you
I thought I would learn but no it's just wearing thin
I wanted to let the shadows take me away
Don't ask if I'm okay cause really I'm not
If you want me to feel like this everyday
It's okay cause I remembered everything that you forgot
I remember being so close to you and cause of this one mistake
We lost to the anger and whatever we had lies broken
Whatever promises we had back then I never thought it'd break
But here we are we divided opposites and now too outspoken
Whatever I did I can't ever take back
Because you'll no longer look me in the face or say my name
It took all my strength to write this but now I'm about to crack
If you still hold the hate I don't blame you it's never going to be the same
I'll try to be strong and keep moving on till the end
But it's getting so hard for me to hang on anymore
There's no more words for me to speak or texts to send
There's not gonna be a next time and I can't stand by the door
Maybe someday we'll cross paths again
So until then......
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| P.S last entry was a story I was writing...whatcha think? <3 =P |
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| I dunno.....I feel like I don't really matter to people....I can tell that I'm not wanted anywhere....life sucks. I don't get how I got shut out in the dark and people don't even notice.... I cry and no one cares enough to ask if I'm okay. NO ONE CARES....Why do people single me out when something goes wrong? People just go on with their lives and feel perfectly happy. But, I'm the one feeling like my only best friend is myself. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS? Life sucks. Maybe not for you...but for me it's life. Tired of all the drama, not going back.....you people know what place. |
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| I'm moving to Solon after school monday...... Well....I guess it's okay. I'm really sad that I'm leaving my friends behind in Westlake, but after talking to my friends, they said I'll always be their friend no matter where I go.
So, I guess in a way this is God's plan from the start......
I'll have to put all my faith in him.
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